beth52001

beth52001 | North Carolina, United States

Feelings of a foster gal

4/9/2006 | 812 views | Category: NeoBlack Poems | Tags: Life Poem,

Have you ever felt like your outside looking inside a house full of happiness, and your outside all alone trying to figure out how did you get here?
Well this is the feelings of a foster gal...Me. Yes me, Beth Edwards, who’s always been walking outside alone, and struggling to fit in . How dum of me to think I can do what everyone else those! I have forgotten that they look at me as a hardheaded, ’dont do nothing right’, ’dont know nothing’, teenage foster gal.
So when I realize and remember,this is how they look at me, I go back in my little corner, and sit and wait till this is all over with in a few years. But in that time, there is always,I, Beth Edwards,were I will never fit in.

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