My feelings was hurt.
But do anyone cares?
Everyone just keep living their lives
While mine is frozen in time.
What should I do next
When the hurt inside of me grow stronger?
Tears falling down my face every night
Like my love and my heart was swept away under the rug.
Love that I once believed in
Fell and broke into a million little pieces.
No type of super glue can fix.
Left alone with no one by my side
To replace the love I once had.
So I'm hidden in the dark
With a fake smile on my face
Hoping nobody can catch on to my hurt.
Time passed by
But memories can never be erased.
If only there was another day I had with my love.
Can i change their mind?
Can we be forgotten for what wasn't right?
They say things happen for a reason
But I'm still trying to figure that out myself.
When will my hurt end?
My feelings for him never changed.
No one really would understand
Why my mind moved on
But my heart didn't.
I'm in need of his touch
The security it brings to me
Because no one else has that feeling I had for him.
It's more than you will ever know.
Now when all the others to fit his space
I know they don't have the qualities that he has.
I know nobody can make me feel safe
Like he once did
Still be able to do.
The smiles and laughter are always going to be from him
Because no other can bring my joy to that level
Like he has.
There's always a story behind everything.
I wish my story was told.
Not what everyone wanted to believe.
Then maybe i won't be hurting
Like I am right now.
I say I'm okay
But nobody sees the tears that I have
Every minute, word, Memory
I'm going to be the one lost out of love,
NOT anyone else!