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MISUNDERSTOOD

11/15/2007 | 1652 views | Category: Black Poems | Tags: Grief Poem,

sometimes i feel i need to get away and just drift away from the problems, trials, and tribulations i go through everryday/kind hearted but never easily taken advantage of, it hurts when you go outcha way and don't get reciprocated that LOVE/the thought of having to even think of taking a life to make sure my point went through to they brain right/is something that i don't like to think about doing but i swear some nights i'm close and i know i ain't right/for everything bad that i've done, i've suffered the consequences just as any regular person would too/i just have a harder time gettin' over when someone does me wrong dude/i know using my hands is not the answer man/but DAMN i wasnt raised to let someone get away with treating me like a flim flam/one deep so i don't have no co-d's/sometimes i wish i did cause this life is lonely without my homies/surrounded by phonies male and female alike/i trust no woman and thats sad but truly thats REAL TALK/i cut em' GOOD, treat em' the best and they still damn cheat/too good to be true and they can't handle being treated good like that is the excuse that they give me/so why i'm told i'm wrong when i kick em' out my front seat/drama in my life for no reason is why i puff that weed/only GOD and my sister in Heaven be who keeps me cutting my wrists and watching them bleed/if i don't make it to Heaven for going through all this HELL/then i know that where my soul dwells i'm gone raise HELL/don't kiss nann more, never was the type to tell/get away...YES get away is the answer to my questions/misunderstood by most who try to pick my mind cuz i'm an insurrection/no more praying for protection just LET ME BE/not tryna get noone else to understand ME/roll sum'n up get lifted and let my mind get blown away/MISUNDERSTOOD is what i be, so i'll be that til the day my soul drifts away....

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